There is a big vaccuum in life, I find myself in an air tight room, I can’t smile or laugh aymore. I don’t like talking to anybody around me. I just want to forget everything and want to get lost in the world where everything is new to me, where nobody knows me where people who know me can’t reach me and I forget everybody I know..want to become a blank slate as blank is my life. I don’t know what will please me ,what wIll make me happy, what will gIve me peace.
This thought has now started coming to me very frequently, almost always I am occupied with this thought.
